Hey look it's another post - WHINEY BITCHY RANT ATTACK

Hey kids, it's meeeeeee again.

Lol Im posting because I'm in another bitter angry mood about the social aspect of my life, it's nothing to cry about, or even blog about, because it'll be solved in a few weeks after we allll leave school, and I'll probably be happy again by next week anyway.

But for now I'm miserable, and here's why bitches.

Genuinely sick of couples again...again

Hey wait, what the fuck? Didn't I already make a post like this? Stop rehashing material you lazy cunt!

Shut up. This is my corner of the web and I can re hash my shit all I like, so here's what's going down with me, who has been 'STRANGELY QUIET' lately. HAHAHAHAHAHA I'm a quiet guy in the real world, so to be STRANGELY QUIET MUST MEAN SOMETHINGS WRONG.

You kids can fuck off with that as well.

If I'm quiet, I want to be left alone, don't think you're fucking helping by saying "what's wrong? are you sure? are you sure? are you sure? are you sure? are you sure? are you sure?"

I'm sure, fuck off and let me be miserable and emo face and sort myself out, rather than assuming I'm gonna come out right there and tell you EVERY POSSIBLE thing that could be bugging me, you couldn't really do much to help, you just want to satisfy your fucking curiosity, need for gossip, and maybe even the reassurance that I like you? I mean, if I could tell YOU that something was bothering me, I must trust you right? How nice you must feel.

No.

So what's actually been bothering me is that again, I am fucking sick to death of the couples thing, because I'm single, and unhappy about it, I'm entitled to be itter about this sort of thing, so I will be.

I hate sitting there at break, on my own, watching the world. Our social circle is not a social circle anymore, it's broken, and awkward, and needs fixing, but it won't be because no one cares enough. I'm sick and tired of seeing the couples around the place engrossed in each other, making it rather depressing for the bitter, jealous, single types (basically me, and maybe a few other people).

You get to sit there, on your own, unable to talk or smile at MOST OF THEM because they've got themselves nice and busy sitting on their partners lap rubbing noses, you don;t want to interrupt them out of sheer manners, and you're not a dick. They only see each other every day of every week, but SOMETIMES THEY SPEND DAYS APART ON THE WEEKENDS. They have to savor the time they have with each other because they wont get any other chances to be in each other's faces!

Meanwhile you sit and feel lonely and awkward because you have to sit on your own, say nothing to the couples (most everyone) and ignore it. Also look away, because it's rude to stare at people making out.

But if you've got GavinPsalm sat right next to you leaning on you while the canoodle, with JackRuby to your left, ZachChloe across the way, and MaiReagen over by the step, there's no where REALLY to look.

SO you're left thinking ABOUT LIFE to yourself, looking at the fucking concrete ground, even occasionally blocking stuff out with your hands if you really can't be arsed ¬_¬

And at the same time, you can't help but think "God damn I wish I was one of those couples."

And because I'm SPECIAL I have even more issues in that area that prevent me from going down the couple road ¬_¬

And I'm not fucking blogging on that one.

And that's why I've been so strangely quiet, MY ISSUES, and FUCKING COUPLES, y'know? So now you do know, and your gossip hungry brain is satisfied in knowing the inner workings of my thinking, you can leave me alone? =)

Extra extra

Lots of stuff has happened since my last post, but I won't go into it, there's been a gig, a few personal issues developed, solved, redeveloped, uni courses found, goals set, life lived.

I'm gonna start a fresh blog when I get to uni.

Like starting a new sketchbook.

It will also be a new sketchbook =) I'm hopefully doing animation.

But for now, this blog isn't dead, maybe I'll break 50 entries by the time uni rolls around! That'll be the day.

Artsy artpiece

You know, I actually drew this before I was feeling so shitty, but it seems more appropriate now, as it's a pretty grim picture >_<

So be warned. It's a self portrait =)

Lol oh hai mizibble

But yeah, that's me about done for now, take care, fuck you all, I love you, happy friday.

~MagicalJamie